No one realizes the hate you keep inside
You trick them and dress it up with a smile
You hold your pain like the pain of walking in heels
You want me to shush but my words are real
I’m tired of being that person that hides it all inside
My emotions tear me up like the mess up mini blinds in the window
I am broken and hurting
I can’t go, won’t let go
As Fredrick Douglas broken in mind body and spirit
But my fake happiness won’t allow you to hear
My soul, mind, body screams to your ears
However you can’t comprehend it
You think I’m a weirdo or an outcast
Just help me give me a purpose
Before I turn about and be lost because I’m not worth it
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