Life could be better

Hello everyone,

I know it’s been a long time. I’m an out of the blue person I know. Well I’m just sitting here thinking about how last year went it was a total mess. You think when you get married to someone it’ll be forever but I guess some things just not to be. And my mom was going through an issue that sent me out of it. I’m hoping to make this year very different and better. I just want a life with peace for once and no drama and no trauma. I want a year with no heartaches, no sacrifices, no endings, no worries, no distractions, no bad memories and etc. It’s just have to be the best life from this day forward. I am doing everything possible to make it the way I want it and I’m going trust God to make it better. I working on my faith this year and myself. I been my own enemy for too long and I been letting people get the better of me for too long. No longer going apologize for being me and no going change to fit in no one’s circles. Love me for me or do without me. If something not met I’m no longer forcing anything. That’s just PERIOD!

-Gina B.

Online Schooling

Don’t worry it’s not me doing online schooling lol. My daughter is in online classes and also traditional classes which makes her a hybrid student. Based on the work she has been doing in class I see why some of the students are not doing their work. The way they teaching them is the hard way to me but I guess it’s a way to break it down. They do not learn math the straight way like the older generations have. The way they learn is breaking down the hundreds place, the tens place, and ones place. Like for example, 654+497… instead of doing the straight way through by adding anything over 10 buy putting one at the top of the tens or the hundreds place. They are learning to just add just the hundreds together like 600+400= 1000, then they have the tens together 50+90= 140, finally the ones place 4+7 = 11. Then they will add it all together. 1,000+140+11= which gives you 1,151. Lol it’s crazy because the way they taught us just the straight way not this way. What I’m looking at is when they get in the order of operation it’s going take them even longer to figure out the problem. It’s just crazy how something as simple as math has change. What has change in the way you use to learn?

Entry of October 20, 2020

Hey Everyone,

I hope all is well. I know it’s been awhile like usual. I know I haven’t been blogging like I use to. I’ve been so busy with working and my daughter’s crazy online schooling that has been going on with the virus. But I been thinking about trying to be more active with blogging. Lol my life is not total bore …I hope lol. But yeah ,so far, I got a raise at work. It’s not what I expected but I guess it’s good to love the little things in life. Now I am a Lead Dietary Aide. My duties at are to make sure all the patients get their right meals for their nutritional needs, but for short it really just repeating an order to a cook. It’s really simple task. I hate that I will be alternating between night and day shift though. That is what is going to make me weary. But at least I’ll be off for my birthday on the 24th so that’s a blessing. I am hoping this week flies by for me. Some days I love work and some days I wonder why I still there. I’m pretty sure everyone thinks that way sometimes. Well I hope everyone has a good evening just thought I would share what has been going on. Have a bless evening everyone.

-Regina W.

Walking on stings

Tired of smart butt mouth people just because they help you. You can do things yourself and spare yourself from hearing anything out the way. You can be so nice and resepct to people but they can’t show it in return is just so damn dumb. People just don’t know how to treat others. I don’t know is it because they family didn’t teach them any better or they just how they are. I never knew how to treat people mean or do them any kind of way. I am glad I learn what I say can hurt people feelings so it’s best not to say nothing at all if you don’t know how to.

Rant of 10/12/19

I wonder why people are the way they are now a days. You cannot change people and you can’t make them the way you want them to be to accept them. I wonder do people realize that. Yeah I understand everyone is entitled to have an opinion on things but sometimes people two cents just not worth hearing. The tibgs I’m going through lately just mssing with my well being and anxiety. I just want to be happy but people believe they in charge of what should make you happy. Hello that’s my job damnit.

-Regina

Inktober Day 3: Bait

Inktober Day 2: Mindless

Inktober Day 1: Ring

My Game Level for Class

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It took 4 weeks to do this I guess about 56 hours in all. But it was well worth it.

Questioning myself

Hello Everyone,

I do not understand why I wake up every morning. I feel like life is in rips. I try to do things 100%,, but yet I feel like my efforts are not enough. I feel like what am I doing here. I am not really happy with myself because everything I try just not going my way in life. My job search seems like a dead-end; I can’t get no one to hire me fast enough, apparently. My marriage IDK what is going on with that. I do not have my license because I am generally scared of driving because I been in some many near wrecks. I just do not know what does life wants from me. I really do not I feel like I am going in circles. Has anyone else ever felt like no matter how hard you try it just not getting nowhere? Then so much negativity and drama around me that it is honestly making me depressed. I should be happy this is my last week of college. I suppose to be graduating next month, and yet I cannot be pleased about that either. My feelings are just sad, really. I hope I cheer up and realize life is not bad, some things are just wrong, not the moment, not forever.

-Regina