I know it’s been a long time. I’m an out of the blue person I know. Well I’m just sitting here thinking about how last year went it was a total mess. You think when you get married to someone it’ll be forever but I guess some things just not to be. And my mom was going through an issue that sent me out of it. I’m hoping to make this year very different and better. I just want a life with peace for once and no drama and no trauma. I want a year with no heartaches, no sacrifices, no endings, no worries, no distractions, no bad memories and etc. It’s just have to be the best life from this day forward. I am doing everything possible to make it the way I want it and I’m going trust God to make it better. I working on my faith this year and myself. I been my own enemy for too long and I been letting people get the better of me for too long. No longer going apologize for being me and no going change to fit in no one’s circles. Love me for me or do without me. If something not met I’m no longer forcing anything. That’s just PERIOD!