Lifestyle, My thoughts

You’re Worth Your Desires

Our sole purpose is to love and be together forever. We are created to love one another. We were not created to lust after everything we see, lie to mislead others, and cause chaos that causes permanent scars. Just like the snake in the garden of Eden we are tempted about the unknown. And it only leads us to our own downfalls. We already know the warnings of temptation and we see the red flags. But, we will still pursue someone or something that will cause our harm which will lead to our own disappointment. So get someone that has a plan with you and shows you everyday that you matter in that plan. Do not settle for a man or woman that doesn’t have sense enough to know you are great the way you are and show you any interest until they want to. But someone that shows you they love everything about you because they never want you to forget it. #Reshare

Lifestyle, My thoughts

Don’t Give Up on LOVE

God is love and he created man and woman to love each other. So if you are with someone that shows no actions and that does not know how to love you. Then you should leave. Don’t waste your time teaching them. They’re letting you know they do not want a future with you. Once you are gone they are going to realize that they I should have not take you for granted because no one will compare to you. Don’t give up on love because once it comes you will be so happy and appreciate it. Love yourself first and the rest will follow. You are worthy to be loved and gain the desire of your heart. #Reshare


#RandomThought: Thinking about Love

I have been thinking about how love has made me feel over the years. I always wonder will I have it or will it ever happen. I have ran from it so long because no one did not know how to love me or didnt know how to love themselves. I start to question do I even know what love is. I am honestly not sure have I wver experience it.

Every time I got into a relationship, I was faithful, caring, lovable, and fought to make it work. However, at the end the good girl I was never won. I just encountered continuous disappointment, broken promises, and deceit. I start to get into the habit of hurting people that I cared about. No one cared about me apparently so I said why not. No one never fought for me hard enough or tolerate the unforgivable like I did. But I knew i was wrong but no longer cared. I became an unstoppable storm of heartache.

I soon realize I don’t want to be that bitter woman that hurts other people because of my past though. I stopped and start back loving myself. I love me more than anything now. I realize I will not put another man before me ever again. No one can love you more than you could love yourself. I forgot that in my past relationships. But now I matured and gain wisdom from my past. I have found love again but I am being patient with gaining feelings now. The slower the better. 

Lifestyle, Poetry

How Can I Love?

How can I love

I never knew what it was

I never tasted it softness

I have never felt it’s meaning

I only hear about it

Wondering what it does 

Does it really make your heart race

Or does it stop it from beating

When you lock eyes for the first time 

Is it love at first sight 

Can it be continuous 

Can it be adventurous 

Can love be helpful

Can it be effective 

I have so many questions for love

But my main question is 

How can I love

Regina Bell