Questioning myself

Hello Everyone,

I do not understand why I wake up every morning. I feel like life is in rips. I try to do things 100%,, but yet I feel like my efforts are not enough. I feel like what am I doing here. I am not really happy with myself because everything I try just not going my way in life. My job search seems like a dead-end; I can’t get no one to hire me fast enough, apparently. My marriage IDK what is going on with that. I do not have my license because I am generally scared of driving because I been in some many near wrecks. I just do not know what does life wants from me. I really do not I feel like I am going in circles. Has anyone else ever felt like no matter how hard you try it just not getting nowhere? Then so much negativity and drama around me that it is honestly making me depressed. I should be happy this is my last week of college. I suppose to be graduating next month, and yet I cannot be pleased about that either. My feelings are just sad, really. I hope I cheer up and realize life is not bad, some things are just wrong, not the moment, not forever.

-Regina

Running or Leaving for a Better Opportunity

I have been thinking about moving to another state which I am excited to do, however, I have had some friends tell me that I am running. I have been thinking about the opportunity for a while, but I have been trying to make it where I’m at now in South Carolina. But I feel stuck and I feel that I’m not advancing myself here. I have had so many negative experience here that one person probably cannot imagine. But I honestly don’t care what they think. Finding an new opportunities and taking risk isn’t running. Running to me is always staying where you at in life and never trying because you’re always running for the opportunity when it presents itself in front of you over and over. I got to take a chance and see to better myself and show my daughter, she can make it anywhere like her mom. Just my thought never holds your dreams back go for them stop falling on backup plans. First Try.

-Regina

I know it’s been a while

Hello Everyone,

I know it’s been a long while before I post. Life just got in the way so I’m dealing with it. But I am going to start posting more regularly since I’m back. Nothing new has really happened, but I am thinking about moving for a better opportunity. I heard of this cool school called Full Sail University. I am thinking about going for game art since I love gaming and drawings people and animals. Maybe I will be blowing up in the future. You never know! Anyways, I’m back and thanks for following my blog! 😊😘

Signed,

Regina

Today’s Smartphones Ugh :(

I just took some time to watch YouTube reviews on smartphone and I’m noticing that a lot of smartphones today are losing their uniqueness and creativity. I see a lot of phone companies following the models of iPhone. I see they no longer uniqueness. I miss seeing the different style of design from all the companies. However, HTC, Samsung OnePlueOne and a few other companies are following the same design make of the iPhone from the speaker grills, charger design, to the antenna bands. I hope all these different smartphone manufacturers willb soon get there creativity to stand out back again because smartphones nowadays look alike. And to me that’s just boring but I guess you do get the difference in software just a little bit.